punkqueen19

Happy halloween!!!

Doesnt anyone know the meaning of friendship anymore

Big mouths ruin everything

I just feel like Screaming at the top of my lungs.

I finally see your true colors and they arent very bright, oh well guess thats what happens in life.

Bored with a camera Do what me and Steph do




( Damn we were stoned )

Enjoy with your friends
Make these good times last
cause in this life time they come and go too fast
one day your sittin on top
next day your falling off fast
So enjoy with your friends make these good times last
-KMK

You say you understand, but you have never heard a word I speak.

Me and Steph just had the best weekend ever. It started out on Friday. We drove all the way to San Diego to see our first concert of the weekend. Avenged sevenfold, Coheed and cambria and Eighteen Visions. We got to San Diego and checked into our hotel that we were to be staying at. When we got there Steph got really happy because she relized that she could smoke in bed in the room. We got ready and went down to the venue, met up with a couple of my friends and waited in line for the show to start. Finally the doors opened and we ran down to be in the front. We were about 6 rows back from the stage and eighteen visions started playing, but as they played me and Steph relized that we didnt like the floor, so we pushed our way out and went to the seats. We met up with Manolo, who ended up giving us backstage passes. we wondered around alittle back there while Coheed and Cambria played and then it was time for Avenegd sevenfold! We stood behind the stage and watched them get ready for their show. When they went on we got to stand side stage and watch the show. Which beat the floor any day! :) During the show, Steph met some guy who knew the band and she got to go meet the bands girlfriends and Joel from Good Charlotte. I decided I would rather watch Avenegd play. Of course they played amazing and hopefully Manolo got some good pictures. We went back to the hotel, had some beer and went to sleep. On Saturday we had plans to see Dear Life play at the Soma that night, then go home but we decided that we were going to stay another night. So we saw them play, amazingly, and then we all went back to the hotel drank alittle more beer and then the boys left for orange county and Steph and I went to sleep. On sunday we woke early, and came home. It wasnt a bad drive at all. No traffic at all. Which was a surprise. We got to Stephs house with no intention of going out after our trip to San Diego. But as usual that never happens. We went to go see Tiefighter play at Chain Reaction. But we got there half way through their set, so after they played we just went back home. Besides I had to work at 6 in the morning. The next morning I went to work, dying. It was a bad day at work cause all our computer systems went down, but I still managed to get out early. I went to Stephs house and waited for our friend Matt. Be cause today was avenged in Bakersfield. Matt finally showed up and we were on the road. About 20 minutes into our drive my tire blows! And we all thought we were going to die. At first we didnt know what happened. All I knew was my car started making a funny noise and it wasnt driving right. I thought my car shut off and like blew up. So we were stopped in the middle of the freeway. Steph and Matt went to get out to pus the car and as Steph got out of the car to push a semi drove by and she freaked out. We finally got the car to the side of the freeway and some freeway saftey people stopped and helped us. We were finally back on the road with the spare tire. But we could only go 60mph. We finally made it to bakersfield. We got there alittle late because of the whole tire thing. So when we got inside Eighteen Visions had already played and Coheed and Cambria was on. We got there about halfway through there set and they were still on forever. Then they played like a 20 min song and me and Steph thought we were going to go insane. I thought the song was never going to end. I felt like I was fucking stoned. Finally they got off the stage and it was time Avenged. Once again they played amazing, and this time we got pictures with our camera. Not very many but we got some good ones. We didnt backstage this time but that was ok, it was still an amazing show. We drove al the way home, which was a really long drive when your fucking tired. All in All best weekend ever. 4 concerts in 4 nights sounds good to me.

it's when you get your hopes up that you get let down

The fucking most random thing ever. Mexico, On a Wednesday night. We get there at 2 in the morning. Get to a strip club. It was actually a nice one. All high class and shit. So we start out with a round of beers, a few strippers on the stage. They are not ugly, but they cant move their asses. Then we have some stripper came over to our table and totally fell in love with Alex. She wanted to take her in the back and give her a private dance for $20. But she was fat and nasty and Alex said Hell no! And so we decide we would be nice and buy her a shot and it was $10. That bitch. SO we go closer to the stage and watch the strippers and Johnny throws fakes ones on the stage.Then these guys fell in love with Alex and they wouldnt leave her alone. They thought Hector and Johnny where our pimps. Finally after countless beers and shots we left the strip club. We get to the border to go home and They almost dont let Steph back in. Why? You may ask. Because she doesnt know what a citzenship is. Yeah they guy asked her what her citzenship is and she says "What? I dont understand?" Yeah fucking Stephanie. So they interaggted her for like 10 minutes and then they finally let her go. we get to the car, start driving home, Hector had a few more beers. We made it home at around 8am. but not before we got jack-in-the-box. :) Got to Hectors and crashed!
Fucking Mexico!!!!

Ok so my friend took these for the show in L.A. at the gibson amp. I just wanted to share. These are not all of them cause he hasnt sent them all to me yet, but when he does I will post them. P.S. The show that night was amazing!

( Look what i got )

I'm so sick of you being so depressed over life, when theres nothing for you too be depressed about. You tell me you have had a hard life but you know nothing of the sort. Try having your mom be a drug addict, and her band was more important then being your mother. Then have your dad, who did everything he possibly could for me and my sister, but still you cant seem to get along with him. Then my mom moves to pennsylvania to live with her boyfriend. Try being a 12 year old girl thinking how come my mom doesnt want to be there for me, why doesnt she want me? not being able to have a nomral life in high school because I have to come home every day to watch my little sister and take care of the house. Then once she finally comes back and finally becomes the women I now love and adore. A mom. Then to loose her a year later to cancer at the age of 17. And yet i still feel extremley lucky to have lived the i did. Despite all those things, I always had a roof over my head, always had food to eat, always had friends around me who loved me. And even though me and my Dad never got along until I moved out he is still my hero and the most amazing man I will ever know. I never dwell on the past, I never get depressed about life. And I know that you only make everyone think you have had it bad for attention. and thats just sad. I know that somewhere out there someone has had it worse then me. i know that i am lucky eeveryday therefore you will never find someone smiling more then me. I wish you were like that. I wish you wouldnt find attention in this way. Cause I know thats what this This about.
Basically stop being stupid cause honestly you just a little rich girl who craves the spotlight. Everyone feel bad for me the boy doesnt love me. No one wants to be my friend, when the truth is everyone has tried to be your friend. i have tried many times over to be there for you. But I cant cause you want the kind of attention I cant give you. I dont pity you and I dont want to hear it anymore get a life!

What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. You are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. Dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love.

My car is broken and I have no Pot
Life has ended as I know it
Someone please come save me

I hate bitches who think they are hot shit cause they date guys in a band
But really their not cause the band isnt really going anywhere special
your not so fucking cool actually your an idiot
cause your boyfriend in a band is a piece of shit
and so are you

So now my uncle thinks im a leabian
I think it's hilarious

Hahahaha

So now Im a drunken lesbian slut
According to him

wow what a combination